I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I
cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me
Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life
[Chorus]
I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful
Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory
[Chorus]
You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful
Back from OBS and dance camp and i got a really bad sun burn on my leg that looks like a bruise?!!
Went for OBS and came back on fri and u shld have seen all of us going crazy just reaching Singapore. Went KAP with ariel ruth rinna rachel and some others and we practically indulged ourselves. Then went back and got a scolding from my mum..what a nice way to welcome me back.
Had all the tv to myself on sat and sun and packed for dance camp at like 10++ 11 at night plus running all over the house looking for group identities.
Dance camp from mon to today..was quite fun:D BUT TIRING
Anyways..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JANICE
AHHH..MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED!! WTP!!Every time i break the rule for the first time, i get caught..
Last time my badge was just a bit lower than usual and i got booked..A BIT only..
Then today i'm late for school so never put my phone in the locker and of all days,they had to have spot check today!!!
SO PISSING!!!
went to collect sim card after school and there were like 3 to 4 boxes full of phones..
of all days why today??!!
now i will have to look for a phone that has the same memory card size so that i can listen to my music if not i can't live without music for the next 2-3 weeks:(
actually i still have my mp3 but i can't possibly download all the songs in cos it will take forever.
Can imagine when they read out our names to collect the phones..think it will be so long that we will have to sit down like prize presentation HAHAHAHA:D
Have been really busy the past few weeks..had dance everyday from MONDAY to SUNDAY (i can't believe that i went to school for dance on a SUNDAY) for the past week and had
SYF today.Spent the whole day doing our hair and makeup ( now i know why we need so much time ). The strange thing was that when we went on stage to perform, it seemed as if the dance lasted for only 1 second cos it was over so fast and i didn't even know that my necklace had broke and i was still wondering who's it was while performing-.- Was quite shocked that someone shouted BRAVO after our performance and everyone was wondering who it was
hahas.
Gonna miss everyone so much after today and my schedule is going to be super empty now that
syf is over:(
GET WELL SOON VIV:DLOVE YOU LOADS:D
Wed
Chem was quite boring so viv ruth and i started writing notes to each other:D
Today
Had geog test and i forgot to draw my diagrams..shit!!
i am so screwed:(
Had like 20 mins of dance after school..wtp-.-
FLAGDAY TMR:D
Been losing
appetite lately..was wondering why cos i can't even finish half a plate of
chinese rice when i normally can finish the whole plate and i finally found out why..I AM SICK!!
Had terrible sore throat in the morning and had to present for
english..
first topic that i chose was:"talk about the toys that u played when u were young" but i couldn't
rmb anything so i requested for a change..
Second topic that i got was " should smoking be banned?"
then miss yang told me not to do that and she chose a topic for me and of all the topics available..she chose" What are the qualities that you would want your life long partner to have?"
Wanted to faint at that topic!!
In the end when it was my turn,
ruth was like yelling to the whole class" CORINNE'S TOPIC IS SUPER
INTERESTING!!"
woah..was super embarrassed when i put the topic under the
visualizer but it turned out to be
ok and at least i made the class laugh:D
Went to
BTP to eat
KFC and as expected..i couldn't finish my food at all and my cheese fries were like barely touched. Oh and
viv was SO AWESOME..she bought chicken salad and apparently she doesn't really know how to open the sauce so it splashed onto me and
ruth..mine was not that bad but
ruth's was quite bad..went to the toilet to wash our blouse and
ruth and
viv were like drying their blouse with the hand dryer-.-
Rushed back for dental appointment and went home after that and i took my temp and it was 38.2 degrees.
Felt a little happy cos it has been a long long long time since i was last ill but i feel very sick now:(
oh ya..before i forget..
the moral of the story for today is..
DO NOT SIT ACROSS VIV WHEN YOU ARE EATING WITH HER
Today